| and this too shall pass...
xanga makes me happy in that it is proof how much I've grown. I'm embarrassed of so many entries on here. and I just prefer not to think about the people who have seen me like I was last year. aha, especially the ones I don't talk to anymore. "Do you realize what they KNOW about you??" says my subconcious whenever I pass them in the halls at school.
I think it may, in a way, keep me from contacting them again. lol. I mean, this one kid...I pretty much decided I was in love with him midway through the semester. (it may or may not have been because he tolerated my emo crap, and could hold a conversation. Plus he was really sarcastic and in a band) Now? I don't even say Hey when I see him on campus. Um yep, that counts as akward.
so, if you knew me in 2005....I'm sorry. If you knew me in 2005 and I don't talk to you anymore...I regret it, but do you realize what you KNOW about me???
I love xanga and the memories it brings.
kinda..
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| you know what kills?
when you let someone in on something you've been struggling with a lot, and think you can trust them, and pour out your heart to them....and then they use that struggle against you to make their own plans prevail over yours.
I can't believe she would stoop that low again.
But whatever, "Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it's the LORD's purpose that prevails"
I just wish I didn't have to lose my trust with her again.
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| So, I was just browsing around, sittiing here at 2am, bored out of my mind....and then, behold. I came across xanga again, so I thought I'd write a post for old times sake.
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okay okay, so myspace is down and I'm about to lose my mind...but its all good!
Let see....since last time?
I'm single again.
I'm even more addicted to caffiene than I used to be
Even though my life still falls apart way too often, I'm learning to stop gushing all over everyone about it.
YAY I'm not emo anymore!
I'm leadership team with IV
and that makes me happy
I muchly prefer talking to people via phone or in-person rather than just telling anymous people via blog.
call me if you read this and want to know more about how life is.
we'll chat, fellow faithful xangaians.
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pride goes before a fall"
Ever notice how its the most simple & overused/commercialized sayings we forget to apply most often? Hmmm? |
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